#thisiswhatanxietyfeelslike

Today I woke up with a major anxiety level in my body.

I have not been able to shake it off. I appreciate the few weeks I had without, but apparently getting drunk wasn’t a good idea.

Being hung over isn’t great, but when the anxiety decides to join the party – I’m not sure what to do.

Last night I had fun, or at least it felt like it at the time.

But today I am shit scared of having upset or offended someone, that I said or did stupid things. Today is crap, today is utterly crap! I barely made it outside and to the shops.

I started with this being my day – and the only thing I wanted to do, stare out the window. Crying and mistreating my own sanity.

#thisiswhatanxietyfeelslike

Am I allowed to hope for a better day tomorrow? Back to the new normal?

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4 thoughts on “#thisiswhatanxietyfeelslike

    1. Thank you. There is a reason why I try to stick to only 1-3 glasses, as it doesn’t make much difference.

      And now when I have had a few weeks without anything big anxiety related it feels even worse.
      I have had a constant anxiety high for such a long time period that I never knew when it started and it never really ended as I was never allowed to land. So when I finally did a few weeks back it’s been so weird, than this shit strikes again and I just wanted to stay in bed.

      So I’m hoping for a better tomorrow and a good nights sleep.

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